FUUUUCKCKCKCK, sometimes I make myself crazy. Haven’t written here, because I keep tweaking a bulletin board that no one gives a fuck about (including me). On face, it’s an amusing little diversion based on the bullshit over here. But, it hasn’t even matched that in sheer comic impotency.

Although, I guess figuring out a little about style sheets, web design, etc. and trying to begin a portal is probably building some skills I could use. Or, it’s technographic masturbation par excellence.

The true measure of the sheer waste of this activity is the lack of sleep because of it combined with the low productivity at work. At some point, I will be uncovered as an ineffectual cog in the grinding wheels of work. The fraud I have perpetrated is huge, since they have now invested >6 years in payment and training, and oddly I have developed a reputation for possessing valued skills and knowledge. FOOLS! They cannot see the facade I use to hide an empty face to an emptier work soul.

Mostly, I am fucking myself over in my productivity sink hole. I must finish something for work that has taken me months, in order to pass it off to someone truly ineffectual in a half-hearted attempt in hiding my inability to complete required tasks. Unfortunately, I also must plan for my flight to NYC tomorrow evening to see M., master of LinuxWorld.

You would think I would have my laundry picked up and packed by now, and various other errands completed. But, if you did think that you would be very wrong.

At least, fucking Kerry was able to pull off a win in Iowa. Maybe the Democrats haven’t quite yet damned themselves to a flaccid performance in November’s upcoming clusterfuck. I guess that’s today’s little ray of sunshiney hope.

By the way, I work with MDs. That is probably the main reason I can’t get it up my ownself for
Dr. Howard.