I think the other reason for the negativity expressed here of late — lack of sync with the West Coast.

When I go out a lot at night, it’s harder to have time to talk with M. I guess I must be used to our talking, because I kind of feel off when it doesn’t happen.

(I won’t mention my neurotic paranoia that when we don’t talk it’s because he’s secretly decided not to speak with me again, but he hasn’t found a way to communicate that (what with no speaking and all).)